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| 09:03pm 03/08/2002 |
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mood:  exhausted music: showa and tv.
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yea its 9:04 about to eat sum pizza yay. haha yesterday I slept over ambers house..I love her so much. I had fun I bought her a single rose and I was gunna suprise her but Archanis from http://www.gothicradio.com/grchat.html told her that I was gunna get her flowers so it ruined the suprise. s'ok tho I forgive you Archanis haha....we had awsome sex at ambers it was weird cause it was the first time we did it at her house and her dad was there eeek i hope he didn't hear anything....he said that It's ok to do it as long as he doesn't hear the bed rocking back and forth hahaha he said there are just some things a father shouldn't know...
anyways the Distorted Illussion cd is finished its the first demo if you want a copy e-mail me antigodcorpse@yahoo.com and we can work out all the details...I need Ideas for the cover cause I am drawing it so if you have any good ideas let me kno. by the by the cd will only cost you 3$ (gotta make sum money you know)
anyways here is my other site I am gunna upsate it again www.expage.com/starsaregod check it out if you want |
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| FUCK STOP AND SHOP |
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| 10:38am 09/07/2002 |
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mood:  infuriated music: Cradle of Filth "sleepless"
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Guys or everyone who reads this! DO NOT SHOP AT STOP AND SHOP any one who has one in there town. They are so fucking gay. Well here is what happened I went out last night oroginally to get milk. And I decided to go to stop and shop for some more dinner food because we had no fucking food in our house. And well I went to go and see if dan was working. And he was so we were bullshitin for a while. Then I saw a cheesecake slice and I was pretty stoned so I had the munchies. And dan said he would mark it down for me. SO being any ordanry human with money problems I accepted who the hell wouldn't. SO then went over to get two coolattas and then marci marked them down for me to 0$ once again I didn't even ask. And I proceded to walk out of the store. And was stopped and told to go to the security room. OMG and I lost my job. And they said they were gunna aresst me HAHA you can arrest a PAYING CUSTOMER and they owe that 25 cents that I paid and you bet Im going down there at twelve (which is when I was supposed to work today) And my mom knows the law system and about alot of shit and they have to give me my paycheck within 48 hours and if my yelling at them doesn't get me my job back at least I will feel good about myself and I will there with my head held high and I am going out with a bang. Cause I'm not someone you can walk all over and get away with it. And the thing that pisses me off is that it probally wouldn't have been a problem if I didn't look like I did. I was wearing my slayer shirt that I got from the god hates us all tour. And it says really big on the back GOD HATES US ALL its awsome. Anyways enough about that fucked up ass backwords bull shit.
Well haven't updated in a while. Life with amber has been great It just gets better and better everyday. I can honestly say That I love her and I am in love with her. Because I am. She is just the most wonderful thing that ever happened in my life. I love you amber always will. |
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| 10:42pm 06/07/2002 |
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mood:  sore music: staind ^warm safe place^
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--this is amber. aka-![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xgwenx. muahahaha--
rick wanted me to update his journal so i said okiez. hehe. we both worked today. me* 9-5 and rick* 3-8. he just took off early cuz he was out doing carts and they wouldn't of noticed anywaze. *tisk tisk* bad boi. hehe. i slept over his house last nite. we took 2 shots of jim beam.. i think that's what it's called.. together. eek. that shyt is icky-poo. blah. i believe i was a lil tipsy. heh. and i we kinda woke up late this morning so i was 40 min late to work. but bitch boss didn't care. as long as i was there for the most part. rick and my dad went cruising and they talked about stuff. goodies. i want rick to like his future father-in-law. :) tomorrow nite i am sleeping over his house too. ah i gotta work 8-12 monday morning but me and him get to spend the rest of the day together. YAY.
he bought another new cradle of filth cd. he'll prolly get all GRR if i don't mention that. ;) and he said he'd take me to the eminem concert in 2 weeks. :) AWW! i wanna go SOOOOOOO bad but i am gunna pay for my own ticket sweetie! hehe. so i hope he still decides to go w/ me. *crosses fingers*. he's such a sweetheart. i swear to fucking god, if there be such a thing. i love him w/ ALL my heart and then some. i love u to pieces rick. forever sweetie. and u know it. my heart and body is yours, alwaze.
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| Should Killing be a crime? |
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| 09:26am 28/06/2002 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Cradle of Filth "From the Cradle to Enslave"
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hey I haven't written in a while. You guys should come and read my journal I'm all lonley and stuff. But It's all good. I got paid yesterday yay got paid 148$ which was awsome. so me and amber went around shopping. I got 2 yes 2 new cd's they are both cradle of filth cd's right noe I'm listing to 1 part of a 2 cd It's called lovecraft and witch hearts. It's a compalation of all their best songs of their prevois 6 cd's. and then I bought their other one Bitter suites to succubi. cool cool. and I ordered Vempire and that will be coming in next week on friday. yay. It's gonna rock. and then I gotta get the cd from the cradle to enslave. ok enough about me babiling about the band. oh yea and I bought a bong yesterday. I thought it would be nice to have around the house you know just incase you wanted to get blasted on only a small amount of stuff. well anyways, If you are intersted I posted some of my veiws in my lovely girlfreinds journal. The whole gay topic got my mind stirring and I was kinda ranting but it's all good. anyways I'm going to be opening a web site soon to put my ideas out there on the internet although I'm a bit atimate abotu putting my ideas out there for someone else to take credit for. but when the site goes up i will give you all the name K! |
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| floppy poop on the poop deck |
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| 11:56pm 21/06/2002 |
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mood:  crappy music: Korn whatever they sing nowadays
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yea just got back from the korn concert. It was alright they played sum of there old shit which was good cuase thats all I like about korn. We sat next to sum drunk dude who kept talkin to me. Before we went in I made amber put my cigg's and chain in her sacred area so that we could take them in. haha, puddle of spooge played right when we got in they sucked major ass sack,WOW im not suprised. But my little amber was so happy and in turn that made me happy. Today is our three month anni, YAY i love her so much and I love her more and more everyday. I luv you to death AMBER anyways work was super lame as usaul but my managers at least like me yay!
I'm so pissed at my parents. It's like !12:01! and they aren't home I dunno where the fuck they are they could be dead for all I know what the fuck man they piss me off so bad. Ever since they started fighting they barley notice me it's so fuckin gay. But I bet I sound like a whiney self centerd asshole. But not really. As I said before I'm kinda a mama's boy and my mom and amber are I really have. cause when I was a kid my mom was in jail for murder ( she didn't kill anybody but my step dad well ex-step dad did) she was arrested for being an accomplise which she really wasn't but whatever. yea so right now they can suck my cheesy dick on rye! yea so ima stop bitchin now k. loves all love me I love you the bestest amber ----{@ |
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| fuck fuck fuck fuck |
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| 09:41am 21/06/2002 |
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mood: exhausted music: cartoons
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just woke up again yay! dans party was crazy I got super drunk and what not fallin around in my drunkin stuper yea it was fun we ended up havin to leave cause the cops showed up cause someone was fuckin with JAy's car haha. and we were lighting off fire works. we ended up crashin at amy's. left at 8 came to my house with amber and we slept for like an hour. then I had to go to work with a major hangover. Got my first paycheck and they jipped me out of 60 bucks, those fuckers ahhh. Ima say sumthin today though thats just gay I want my fuckin money ahhh. but anyways I agreed to go to the Korn concert with amber. even though I hate korn and fuckin puddle of mudd is playin those fucking faggots ahh. ima stop sayin ahh
Well at least Amber will me happy and thats all I really care about. My parents are still fighting sorta, It's gay though becuase I barley see my mom anymore (If you didn't pick up on it by now I'm kinda a mama's boy. It's not that I'm a dork my mom is just really cool, she has purple hair and listin's to metal and buy's me ciggarets and alcohol and other stuff hats green and yummy! yay) anyways Im gunna go cause no one is prolly gunna read this so im just talkin out my ass. |
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| jew jew bee's |
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| 10:25am 19/06/2002 |
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mood: drained music: got sum gay song stuck in my head
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YAWN~ jus woke up I couldn't sleep last nite it sucked so bad i got to sleep at like 3:00am blah. Had to work till 10 and didn't get to talk to my sweetie. I had to do carriges all damn day but my boss said that I was the best the best cart pusher eva and she gave me 4 stars (ur only suppposed to get one at a time) so yay they are finnaly recoginizing my hard work and effort other than that my life is still pretty much the same. Ima goin to a party tonight at dan's and my mommmy is gunna buy me and amber sum alcohol yay! my mom is always calling amber her future daughter in law. but i think that we will end up getting married sumday I hope. She is the best thing that ever happend to me. And I completly love her with all of my heart |
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| poo poo is smelly in my bum |
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| 06:21pm 17/06/2002 |
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mood: disappointed music: TV
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anyways...yea my life is so super haha j/k what the fuck. Amyways I'm happy only because of my sweet little amber! otherwise my life is pretty gay right now. Work is gay and all my managers treat me like shit prolly cause im new but whatever fuck them in their silly asses(most of them are fat so I dunno if you wanna fuck those floppy flappy blobs of butt cheeks) but anyways It's gay bagging and all. My parents well my mom and her bf are fighting ahhhhhhhhh what the fuck... I thought they were done with all this bullshit but I guess not...and right now i'm left to wonder what the fuck is wrong. Ahh anyways enough bitching. I'm goin to dan's party on wed. and my mom is gunna get me some alcohol yay! If I get drunk I'll be ok...ok well maybe not! Ok well I'm gunna go cause Amber is gettin pretty bored watching me type I love her hehe. |
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| 08:21am 14/06/2002 |
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mood:  blah music: my toliet and air conditioner
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hey all who reads...I started my first day of real work yesterday blah it sucked major donkey balls but hey it's money. Anyways nm to say see ya all later |
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